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Fell out

May 10, 2012

Well Kara and I talked and she told me that she simply fell out of love with me and that’s why everything hit the fan. I can respect that and at least she finally came clean instead of playing any more head games. Instead of feeling hurt I felt and feel relieved, relieved that the […]

Sun letting Go

May 7, 2012

When the sun goes down on my life I would like you to be there as my simple friends as a one time companion it would comfort me so seeing your radiance before I let go into the garden of the unknown

Just Friends

May 6, 2012

So kara and I have decided to become just friends which I am excited about because I think we would make great friends. Of course we will take it in baby steps and see where it leads. She has asked me to think of some boundaries and as I sit and think my mind is […]

Lost entries

May 3, 2012

As I sat at the car dealership reading The wise mind of Haile Selassie, I kept thinking of Kara and how it’s strange that I miss her when she is gone but when she is near I sometimes get frustrated with her and myself. Sometimes I even feel suffocated but I still care about her.
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I will by the Beatles

May 3, 2012

Who knows how long I’ve loved you You know I love you still Will I wait a lonely lifetime If you want me to, I will. For if I ever saw you I didn’t catch your name But it never really mattered I will always feel the same. Love you forever and forever Love you […]

Always Love

May 3, 2012

I will always love you even with tears in my eyes I will always love you even with rocks under my feet neither one of us is perfect we do everything in reverse still we make a rainbow melody in a warped chorus

Me in bed by Kara MacFarland

May 2, 2012

Reasons we ended

May 2, 2012

I suppose we did it to ourselves Kara and I, and were doomed to end. The first reason is that we are nine years apart. I’m in my early thirties and she’s in her early twenties, she needs to go out shake her booty have some random sex drink until she pukes, just have some […]

String Bender

May 2, 2012

Please come tell me why We’re drifting behind the apple why do we try to fly? Our wings are clipped and torn I can’t escape you maybe Don’t you know I love you baby I dream of our forever it’ll never be it’ll never be I dream of us together i’ll never be it’ll never […]

I’ll Miss..

May 2, 2012

The one thing I will miss the most about my relationship with Kara is the equality that we had. The fact that I didn’t have to pretend to be Alpha male top dog all the time, I could just be myself at all times. We had what I thought was a perfect balance of yin […]